Anonymous: i know I don't know you at all but I was admitted to a hospital because of severe depression and being there was the best thing that has ever happened to me. it honestly changed my life and I wouldn't be here right now if it wasn't for the staff and resources I had available there. so I don't think you should be scared of being admitted to hospital. it can really help and completely turn your life around.
but I have a job and bills to pay and responsibilities